go on! just click! aren't you curious?? :D

go on! just click! aren't you curious?? :D

to anyone

i dont care if nobody ever read my post..for the love of writing i still blog..im not a writer for a book but i am for my blog..im not in it to chase followers..and im not really sure if the stats are precise or even true..but all in all yeap..im happy..that the numbers of viewers increase abruptly...i love the way my blog looks and i just love what i wrote in it..its my thoughts in words...nobody can say i cant say that..

nite y'all!

polaroid

i've tried some simple photoshop tutorial and here is the result! *grin* so happy! a tutorial that i can easily follow and the instructions are very clear! wanna try? here's a link --> collage of Polaroids!

walaaah! my creation!

good afternoon people!

christina perri - a thousands year

feeling really blue lately..luckily there's this song..very soothing to hear..feel much more relax now...it kind of blend with the atmosphere..

goodnight..and enjoy..

hold on

its really disappointing..im just really disappointed cause its so sad...u just don't understand, ma...sometimes u just don't listen...

here,i'll make it clear :-

i just need my mum to be my mum...

NOT the mum who is the wife of my father..

NOT the mum who is the grandmother of my niece and nephew...

JUST the mum who cares for me, as her child..

:'/ cried myself to sleep just now...leave me in despair..and people say that mothers knows when their childrens are sad or having a problem..my mum doesn't...u got to tell her otherwise she's just oblivious..and she's not the type that will hug or pat u on the back even if u cried in front of her..i don't know what happen to her during these times of hardship..this is just sad..i just want my mum back :'/

fingers

i found these pictures while surfing and find it rather interesting..and funny..and cute..and adorable :D just thought of sharing...

well, have a happy Thursday! and the weekends coming! yesss! another weekend, cant wait for the next one :D hehe

my brain neurons are dying!

somehow time seems to fly so slowly nowadays...why? in addition to that i heard somewhere time flies when you're having fun...can u get the picture now? my holidays is just too long..its so boring when u did everything u wanted to do this holiday and now you're just left with plenty of time to spare...can i start learning again? please with cream and cherry on top..this is mental torture u know... save me! (i never thought i said this and wanting to go back to college and learn so badly)..

just some current updates...

 i havent been posting lately although i have the chance..well nothing really came up in my mind these days so nothing to share, nothing to write, nothing to BLOG but something to tweet once in a while..hehe..yeah..u got me..facebook been kinda boring and sometimes overwhelming for me...so twitter here we go! like they say ,try something new..u might just like it...and i did try and i LOVE it! i can just blabber anything at anytime..nobody gonna stop ME.. and thats just the best part of it.. :)

tweet tweet and nite!

so bubbly!

haha..just another quick and random post here..this song suddenly pops out of my mind...yes..westlife...an all time favourite boy band! i just love this song very much...and just want to share the song with all of u...just the lyric though.. ehehe dont know the song? then hurry up and go to youtube! gosh feeling so lovey dovey! haha

anyway, enjoy! nite!

Westlife - Tonight

[Bryan:]
Lately I'm so tired
If I took it all I'll warn you
I never meant to
If I left you outside
If you ever felt like I'd ignore you
No my life is all you

So put your best dress on
And wrap yourself in the arms of someone
Who wants to give you all the love you want

Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you
Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I missed you, baby
Tonight, I dedicate my heart to you
Tonight, I'm gonna be a part of you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you
And I miss you so

[Shane:]
I don't wanna act like
I know that you'd be mine forever
Though I hope it's forever
Don't want you to feel like
I take you for granted
Whenever we are together

So put your best dress on
And wrap yourself in the arms of someone
Who wants to give you all the love you want

[All:]
Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you
Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you, baby
Tonight, I dedicate my heart to you
Tonight, I'm gonna be a part of you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you
And I miss you so

[Shane:]
Oh yeah
So put your best dress on
And wrap yourself in my arms of my love

[All:]
Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you
Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you, baby
Tonight, I dedicate my heart to you
Tonight, I'm gonna be a part of you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you
Baby

Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you
Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you, baby
Tonight, I dedicate my heart to you
Tonight, I'm gonna be a part of you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you
And I miss you so

random

haha this is the first thing that i done from a text tutorial for photoshop..here is the result..is quite rough...but i will improve..*grin* im just so happy..it actually turn out right :)

does this look like a bubble like wording to u? :/ i hope so too :)

write me a symphony

i always wanted to play piano or try to learn to play one..hehe..but its a very expensive investment to be made on me..my mum wouldnt let..there are many things that is much more important right now compared to my silly fantasy to play piano..i need money for my studies..that is more important..but i have always wanting and longing just to have a piano and to play it..professionally.. *grin* hahaha..not that good but descent to the ears of people..a few songs maybe...

we used to have one back in 2002 but my mum sold it..cause nobody was playing it then it is better than to let it rot ..i would if i had the time...back then i had to focused on my studies...so bohhooo to that dream.. :(
at home we still have a guitar but fyi i kind of bad at it...i just couldnt understand how it goes..from strumming to plucking..well learning on your own was definitely hard enough..so byebye to guitar..

sometimes i just dont know where i stand...i dont know if im an art person or an calculating person err is that what u call it? im not that good in languages nor in physics..but ok in drawing or my passion for it..also im doing quite good in math..so maybe im just in the middle..im balance perhaps? :)

 im happy as i am now..perhaps someday i will manage to buy a piano and learn to play then i will let u hear it.. :)

save the kitty!

a couple of nights ago i was watching tv...flipping from channel to channel..FOX to AXN to starworld then to animal planet..it definitely got my attention..the show that was on is "Must love cats"..gosh..i just have a weak spot for cats...just couldnt say no to that..*grin* hehe..

there's this very intriguing topic that night..we all know that a soldier is trained to be tough and hard inside and definitely out..no emotions are to be shown..they need to be fearless..they need to be hardcore...this is in order for them to protect and serve superbly....that is what we expect from a soldier but at the end of every day they are also human just like us, with feelings and emotion...so what do soldiers got to do about cats? aha! got your attention?

operation baghdad pups this is a very very cool program they did..they helped soldiers in iraq to bring their pets/companion/buddy/man's best friend from iraq (which they found there in iraq) to their own hometown when they received the orders to go home..

im really surprise..wow..first..these soldiers do have feelings :') because experiencing war especially at a different country it may leave u with bruises, physically and emotionally..the emotional part is quite difficult to heal as the soul witness many things and probably had to do things that they arent proud of to remember..it definitely leaves a mark...

there's something about this fury creature that sort of heals the heart in a way we dont really know..they kind of helped to readjust the life of the soldiers at home...secondly..it must have cost thousands of dollars just to get the pets safe from their base at iraq to the soldiers own hometown...definitely it requires donation...lots of it..im really touched by these people effort..

here in Malaysia the spca is not that advanced like in the U.S but its still maintained a good job caring for the cats..here cats breed like humans but double the size..hehe wherever there is a human population there's definitely a clowder of cats....at home or at the market and even on the streets.. :)

so cheers for a new reason to live! God have created these awesome creature also as a very cool companion so dont neglect or hurt them..arent we're just lucky? :)

nothing

credits to azlyrics since this will be my current lullaby and shower song ;) i just love this song! i would if i could include a video but im just toooo busy studying for MUET speaking test for tomorrow...haha is it? well i have to..dont be over confident please.. :)

[Verse 1]
Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her
As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks will help me to forget her
But after one too many I know that I'm never
Only they can’t see where this is gonna end
They all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

[Chorus]
And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over the town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I’ll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though they’re slurred
Dialed her number and confessed to her
I'm still in love but all I heard
Was nothing

[Verse 2]
So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know if I faced her face, that she'll come to her senses
Every drunk step I take leads me to her door
If she sees how much I'm hurting, she'll take me back for sure

[Chorus]
And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over the town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I’ll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though they’re slurred
Dialed her number and confessed to her
I'm still in love but all I heard
Was nothing

She said nothing
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh, I got nothing
Oh, I got nothing
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Ohh, sometimes love's intoxicating
Ohh, you're coming down, your hands are shaking
When you realize there's no one waiting

Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her

[Chorus]
And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over the town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I’ll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though they’re slurred
Dialed her number and confessed to her
I'm still in love but all I heard
Was nothing

She said nothing
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh, I got nothing
I got nothing
I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Ohh I got nothing

I got nothing [x3] 

envy

lately been caught up with this really really not so good feeling..which is jealousy! god..im so freakin jealous..with everybody everything..what happened? yeah..regret and ungrateful happened...that's just bad...and envy is one of the 7 deadliest sins besides wrath, greed, sloth, pride, lust and gluttony...

regrets just stop u from living what u dream of...everybody have regrets..like if only i did better maybe i could be somewhere . . . and another if only i didnt do that do this maybe i could . . . etc. so stop awhile then move on..never delay...once u stop for a long time it might get hard for some to stand and run again..and another would be about ungrateful..why do we feel ungrateful? cause we feel inadequate in some part maybe..in material or spiritual? what i have learnt is that we have to accept our fate..this is the best for us and maybe there's a rainbow after a heavy rain that is yet for us to know and experience...

for me, if i ever start to get jealous with anybody for their success or wealth or health or life i would ask myself first.."am i doubting God's will?"..it is He that give all of those things..i have no right to question that..and yeah maybe there is something better for me soon or later..just got to have faith.. ;)

also i hate this feeling..its sooo unhealthy...i feel unhealthy..haha must get rid of jealousy!

out of the blue

*poof* suddenly im back? haha

its been like ages since i last updated..yeah..even on facebook i wasnt that active..so any recent activity? yeah..im on holiday ! and going to take my MUET speaking test next week..wouldnt want to be that confident..i know im capable..but as like what they always say..we can plan as perfect as we can but it is in God's will to let it happen or not..and for God knows what's the best for us..that doesnt mean we dont have to work hard for it..i still need to practice..

so other than that i just installed my photoshop cs5 extended.. ngehehe..*wide grin ...so here just a few pictures edited by me! im still a newbie X) haha will try harder next time..

i just love the part when i can blur the background without getting all of the picture blurred..so that's all from me :) see ya!

lets boogie! ;)

morning! laughter is the best medicine for any heartbreak..yeah..and i cant stop watching this video...those kittens are soooooooo cute and fluffy! hahaha heals the heart...a good start for a long day :)

its not over yet!

normally what i write on my blog are my thoughts...i dont expect everybody to agree...because different people have different opinion..that what makes us humans so special..our personality our thoughts our view  even our own fingerprints are different with others.. :)

i am currently frustrated with the wireless here...dude..its so freakin slow! -_________-  hhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

so back to the main point :) there is a saying i believe that most of u have heard of it..definitely..only to love someone who loves u..that person must love u first then he or she is eligible to be love by u...seems selfish? yes..but rather than to get hurt its better this way..why am i saying this? this because i see alot of breakups doesnt end that good..there's always 1 person that couldnt get over the tragedy..haha..sounds dramatic..well love is drama.. :) sometime there are laughter..tears...sadness..its a package full of emotion..

to experience to love and be loved by its great..but if it ever turns sour and wont work out,well its not the end of the world..u got to accept the hard, cold truth..that he or she is just not right for u...please ACCEPT THAT...try to think..why do they always say to love yourself first then u could love someone else? if u cant manage even to love yourself then how do u expect to love someone?

break ups are hard...but get a hold of yourself! u have been years doing just fine without him or her but why the year when u met that person u cant live anymore after that...i highlighted the word years..so do u get what i meant? that's a very long time...sometimes in this hard situation u cant really rely on fully to your feelings..u cant think with your heart but with your mind..

your life isn't worth to be sacrificed for him or her..and so is your tears...if indeed that person loves u, he or she would never let u cry for them..u got friends and family around u that still with u for so long and in fact they sincerely love u and will always do..so please again love yourself fully first..once u learnt that then u would understand when to truly and when to let go..value your life..its not over!

i wonder

everybody had one of those days where u wake up feeling somethings missing..suddenly its a bad hair day or everything u do goes wrong..u don't know what u are supposed to feel yet u don't know how to explain what u are feeling now..just a bad day? maybe but maybe not..

don't blame it on luck or faith or related to that..if u look closely the problem is actually u...first thing first ask yourself...what is clogging your mind right now? i bet many would say nothing but truthfully they are unconsciously thinking about something that bothers them..are u worried about something?your result? your exam? your family?or perhaps just your crush whom for days u haven't seen? and etc..

thinking hard enough??

i give u one close example..me..
right now im feeling extremely down...is it stress? i know something's bothering me...i've been feeling this way since friday..weekend blues? is there any?sometimes i just think too many things that i just dont know what lead me to feel this way..my studies are alright...fyi just getting started on this new semester..families? nope..how bout friends? my friends are great..all of them..so what is it then that makes me feel so insecure?

the future?im 19 already...what am i going to be in the future? there are so many doubts...
i cant see the future so i dont know what to expect of me and that's bothering me now..what will happen tomorrow? will it be ok ? the fact is that u can never expect what's going to happen in the future...u can plan perfectly now but u can never know what bound to happen in the future...its out of your hand...

feeling lifeless? then u should check back on your life purpose...to me..to be actually living is to have a purpose in life..

the main point of this post is sometimes u dont need to think too much of the outcome of an event...sometimes u just got to let life falls into place..u cant control everything..

old but will always be remembered

malaysian old time favourite film..definitely from P.Ramlee..yeah its a classic with black and white but that is the stepping stone for malaysian film and entertainment industry...

which malaysian dont know about P.Ramlee films? i mean seriously..he's a legend..but sadly he is only given recognition after he died...that's what many people tend to do..they appreciate a person after the person's death...yes..its because they never really took notice of it..such a loss..P.Ramlee had a quite difficult life before he died...his effort have been discredited by his own nation..that's just sad to hear..

i've seen many of his films...and my favourite part would be this song clip from the film 'nasib labu labi'..i bet many of u malaysian would know this song..haha it always cracked me up..

here's a link..to see just click here aci aci buka pintu

just remembering good old memories.. :)

goodnight!

felt chic animals..comel tak? (bahagian 1)

post kali ini hanya untuk mempromosi sedikit sebanyak hasil tangan kakak tersayang (atas permintaannya juga :D ) apa yang di tulis sekadar apa yang saya tahu..untuk mengetahui lebih lanjut boleh lah berinteraksi terus dengan tuan empunya di laman facebook.. ette mariam jangan segan-segan!

bisnes kecil-kecilan ini baru sahaja bermula dan harap dapat berkembang lagi..felt animals ini sesuai dibuat hadiah atau cenderamata untuk diberi kepada rakan-rakan kelas atau sesiapa sahaja.. silalah melihat beberapa hasil tangan beberapa haiwan di bawah ini..

burung hantu yg comel ;)
Size: 3.5"w x 3.5"h
Price: RM9

girafah!
Size: 2.5"w x 6"h
Price: RM8

kura-kura!
Size: 3"w x 2.5"h
Price: RM6

gajah pun ade!
Size: 4"w x 3.5"h 
Price: RM8

sheep @ kambing ye? ;p
Size: 3"w x 3"h
Price: RM6

ini hanyalah sebahagian daripada hasil tangannya..terdapat banyak lagi tema yang akan dibuat pada masa hadapan jika berkesempatan..ini baru sahaja jenis chic animals..terdapat jenis-jenis yang lain yang akan di post kan pada masa akan datang..

p/s: i write weirdly in bm..maaf jika tersalah tatabahasa atau kata.. x)

so hot!

so here is a quick and random post..

i have started to watch back glee..yeah..its season 2 already and i missed many episodes but im catching up..so there this one episode i watched at star world..its about valentine's day..and blaine anderson played by darren criss just took my heart away..ahahah..well he's cute..but i dont know if he' gay or not... ermm..he sang 'when i get you alone'..never heard of it???then hurry up and google it :) the song is cool and catchy..and i like his voice..:) (still smiling from ear to ear) i have this song playing on repeat...

blaine anderson! hehe

i almost forget..what?? u dont watch glee??awww..that just too bad.. :)i dont like season 2 as much as season 1..because if u seen the episodes its as if they just switching partner in their group...within a circle...like artie used to be with tina but now he's with brittany and tina is with mike while brittany used to be with santana...get it?haha..all in one group..

blaine anderson is hot! ;D (i didnt say that)

going for my lunch now...bye!

being a nurse..a man's job?

this thought suddenly came to me...a man being a nurse...how do u actually see that picture? because ages ago men usually do work like carpenter, electrician, engineer and etc..all those so called manly jobs..being a nurse? since when was that? well to me its not wrong a guy being a nurse..what difference it makes compared to other jobs is how the society sees it...

well honestly they should give it a better name for men..for instance flight attendance..they have stewardess for woman and steward for man..the name 'nurse' is normally adapt to a mind of a woman job...if i were to say to u suddenly the word nurse, who would appear in your mind? to be more specific what gender? haha..let me guess..a woman right? yeah..i can read minds..haha..nope..its just to obvious unless there's a guy u know work as nurse then u would think of him first..

personally its still an honest job..you are helping sick people at hospital...eventhough they are not doctors but they do help in making the patience to get better...after the doctor had diagnose and treat the patience...then the nurse will take care of everything..from giving medicine and taking blood pressure..all those little things that u dont usually see as important...

i can see many guys that i know who gets a nurse course for degree would try to change the course to anything and not that...i say many..why ashamed being a nurse guys?scared of being picked at?..seriously i told it had to be the name..are they worried because its not manly...scared that it will embarassed your dad?maybe..i dont know but try to imagine this..

uncle/ relative :my son is studying engineering now. how about your son?
dad : my son is studying nursing at a local university.
aunt/relative: oh. the same with my daughter.
dad : great........
....................awkward................

haha...thats just how the society behaves..our culture makes see that job for a guy its just not suitable...we seriously have to change the perspective of people towards this topic..its not wrong a guy being a nurse..like peter petrelli who played as milo ventimiglia in 'heroes'..and fyi in that tv series he's a nurse..and he is not ashamed but only his father is..well its only a tv series...but the point is that i still dont see the fault if a guy being a nurse..

ahaha..a very hot peter petrelli as a nurse ;p

basically any job is good enough for anyone..it can be a doctor, engineer or even a nurse.. :)

new look!

yeah..after months with the same theme..my blog finally get a makeover.. :) and it only took me half a day...what? is it that long?believe me there are others much longer..with the new header and colour coding..its much bold dont u think? im feeling kind of rebellious lately..getting out of my comfort zone and trying new things..trying to be a bit daring...to whom that knew me u would think - pink?? i would pick pink??haha..thats just not me right.. :) now its just left me with posting new topics...im a bit slow at updating..sorry..well its holiday now and may is going to be over..faster! faster! got posting to do..

happy holidays peeps! ;)

talking to the moon

i am currently obsess with 'talking to the moon' song by bruno mars :)

to feel the song much deeply here is a lyric to the song...this song is kind of sad but its so beautiful..so sweet..

I know you're somewhere out there

Somewhere far away

I want you back

I want you back

My neighbours think

I'm crazy

But they don't understand

You're all I have

You're all I have

[Chorus]

At night when the stars

Light on my room

I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon

Try to get to You

In hopes your on

The other side

Talking to me too

Oh Am I a fool

Who sits alone

Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like

I'm famous

The talk of the town

They say

I've gone mad

Yeah

I've gone mad

But they don't know

What I know

Cause when the

Sund goes down

Someone's talking back

Yeah

They're talking back

[Chorus]

At night when the stars

Light on my room

I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon

Try to get to You

In hopes your on

The other side

Talking to me too

Oh Am I a fool

Who sits alone

Talking to the moon

Ahh...Ahh...Ahh..

Do you ever hear me calling

Ho Hou Ho ho Hou

'Cause every night

I'm Talking to the Moon

Still try to get to You

In hopes your on

The other side

Talking to me too

Oh Am I a fool

Who sits alone

Talking to the moon

Ohoooo...

I know you're somewhere out there

Somewhere far away

credits to directlyrics

i definitely enjoyed this song..hopefully u too.. :)

U and me

U don't see me infront of u...
u don't notice me there beside u...
u don't look at me when I gaze at u....
u don't listen to me at the moment i speak to u...
u don't reply every text I send to u...
u don't smile back everytime I do...
u just don't notice me there...

I can't see myself in your eyes..

I wish I can...but I can only wish...never more than that..

Is there u and me?

:) credits to a friend

Cry me a river

People cry not because they're weak but cause the heart can no longer
hold the pain..
This is quoted from a friend..

So no wonder they say 'cry your heart out'...don't u think so?

To me that is so so so true..crying is not a sign of weakness...the
heart have been holding up for days, month or perhaps years...it was
very strong to hold for that long...we're no robots who don't feel a
thing..u would definitely understand if u are human..

I remember a memory..when I was 17..spm was getting nearer..but
suddenly one day after school..I just cried my heart out...I went to
the caunselor..cause at that time I don't know who to talk to..being
away from home and my comfort zone making it harder..at that precise
moment when I'm holding back the tears I just couldn't stand the pain
and pressure anymore..there's problem about the house,my friends, my
dad...it was just too much for me..so I just let it flow with the
tears..

The caunselor didn't do much..he just listen..after I told him
everything that I felt , he said i'm not weak ( referring to the
crying part) but I was actually strong to hold that pressure for that
long...

So how can I not get stress? I've been holding all of it..for a period
of time...there's nobody who would listen or try to
understand..atleast try to..trying that still counts to me...

Where were everybody when I needed them the most?

I used to think that crying is a weakness..if i cry then it will make
me weaker..that's why I hold it in me..so I need to be strong...can't
lose to him..

That's what the culture teaches us..to be afraid of crying cause think
it is a form of weakness..seriously,it's never wrong to cry..

Listen to my heart..please..

you

u made my day :) i cant help but to smile...and i just cant stop now...one look u may think that im going nuts..haha im not gonna care what people might say...im just extremely happy..and its all because of u..so who is this 'u' im talking about? haha..like im going to tell :)

my heart flutters and this butterflies in my stomach... :) i wont let this feeling stop for now...haha

song for the night..that kind of mix with the mood... 'for you i will' by teddy geiger :) sincerely dedicated to u...

enjoy and goodnight! ;)

an act of sincerity?

everytime i went online on facebook i would normally search for anyone birthday on that day...i really wanted to wish that person..doesnt matter if i dont even know that person or close to them...i would if i could to just wish everyone on their birthday..because i myself would also want somebody to wish me on my birthday...sorry to anyone that i havent got the chance to wish on your day...so sorry... :) 

to me that day is special especially to that person..personally i think wishing to that person is act of kindness...and most important to acknowledge that person..birthday are celebrate not only to embrace aging but also to celebrate his or her existence...i think it that way...i dont know about u.. :)

just a pat on the back, a nod, a smile or even a glance makes u feel that u are alive..u exist in this life..because somebody acknowledge u...affection between humans..u need it...imagine u are living alone without anybody, no friends or family...that's not even called living...so how do u actually live? interaction with around u..plants, animals and most important people..

i find it rude not to reply back a gesture...like a wave or a comment or even just a 'hi'...if u dont know or not close to that person doesnt mean u cant be nice..our culture teaches us if u dont know them then just ignore them...many of us follow that culture..i had my fare shares of experience with person like that..and seriously that's not nice...is that the way how u treat people, specifically humans? 

i dont get it why they describe the word 'animal' to a bad person who had done an act of cruelty to living thing while i think animals are much better than humans...like for example " he is such an animal. how could he do this to his children?"...they shouldnt have use the word 'animal'...even if the animals are wild but they are not cruel like humans can be..

haha..i have been talking crap..from birthdays to gesture and animal..the main point of this post is just about human actions towards another human..we live in a big family on earth...be nice..its not wrong.. :) share the love!

who??? I DO!!! ;)

awww...so cute!

have u ever heard of happy tree friends ? 

dont let the looks deceive u..haha..why do i say that? for those who never ever heard of it u might wonder..


happy tree friends are apart of my high school memory..that was the first time i ever heard of it..this cute adorable creatures may not be suitable for kids age 14 below to watch...parental advisory? hurm..i dont think any parents would give their children to watch this if they known the content of it..its nothing obscene..just a bit violent if u asked me..but if u googled it or search it at youtube u can still find the video..its not banned..


happy tree friends is actually a flash cartoon series by mondo mini show...Happy Tree Friends are cute, cuddly animals whose daily adventures always end up going horribly wrong..if u think it the good way this cartoon actually tells u that not everything going to be perfect..there are possibilities that bad things can happen...im not asking to think negative all the way...but to always be aware of possibilities and be ready.. :)


this are the characters that make up happy tree friends :) they are cute..my favourite character would be mime and flippy..

high on caffeine!

i dont think coffee works for me anymore...im like immune to it..well for now i dont really need to stay up for anything...nothing to study till that late...i got plenty of time :D

so anyone for coffee? or may i say black coffee?

Kopi 'o' or kopi hitam or even black coffee is normally related to elderly people..most elderly people I see drink this type of beverage ( no offense elderly people..hehe :p)...anytime and anywhere...it can be scorching hot or even freezing cold outside but they would definitely prefer to drink this...what i meant is hot black coffee..why is this?

even at the village most of them would prefer to drink black coffee...maybe because it is much affordable...u dont need to add milk..just plain black coffee with a teaspoon of sugar..something that u can get easily and easier to be done.. true? i myself think so..

what i drank is normally nescafe and fyi nescafe is instant coffee..its not real coffee..so when the term 'instant' is used what comes to your mind? to me..the same like instant noodles..that they added MSG ( monosodium glutamate)..does that sound good to u? definitely no..

so what can i say about black coffee..from what i read..black coffee can :-
1. might have anticancer properties..
2. may have chemicals that lower blood sugar
3. and so on..

im a bit sleepy now..need my beauty sleep ;) ..
today post is just about this..nothing much because im really tired..and to all coffee lover like me... <3

see ya again on another post..maybe not at this moment..but sooner or later..goodnight peeps!

kak limah oi! balik la rumah!

hahha...can u believe that i just watched this movie while it had long become a nation phenomenon...well im not the last one.. :P the movie 'hantu kak limah balik rumah' is continuos after 'zombi kampung pisang'...the latest one is much hilarious...its a loss for those who cant understand bahasa melayu especially foreign countries...they are missing this horror comedy movie...its entertaining :D

i got to admit it, definitely an improvement for malaysian comedy industry...this is one of the best from many malay movies created before...i see a bright future for malaysia..movie industry that is..as u might notice that these days there are many movies related to horror..its the horror season or what???i thought Halloween is already past?? :D hahaha

this is kak limah :D

kak limah..the so called ghost...haha :D well i actually cant believe that i watch the whole story...honestly, im not that into malay movies before...but i guess things are starting to change as malaysia are producing i have to say great movies...congrats malaysian! :D please do keep up the good work...well another movie that should be seeing is 'hikayat merong mahawangsa'...and yes..a malaysia production..if u have not heard of it then hurry up and google it!

support Malaysia product! yeah! :D (the effect of biro tata negara program..haha completely wrong to blame them ;p..sorry)

JB or DS???

when u relate HOME and WEEKEND it definitely equal to high speed internet connection to download songs and watch video on youtube...hehe :) but i also do things with family...food at home are the best..i dont know about u but that's for me..

i have been streaming through the net..been to fb,tumblr,twitter,youtube and definitely blogspot! yeah..so i came across this video at youtube...whoa! this girl looks like JB..JB who??? its bieber...and she sings...quite nice...seriously..if she was to dress like normal she is pretty...so i googled the name 'dani shay' and went across this..at first i was confused and thought it as bieber..haha..confusing :D

bieber or dani shay??? :D

from what i heard that we all have our twin..it could be from different countries..but they would look like us..mostly every detail..but i dont know if it would be the same gender or not :D this is just what elderly people said but we dont really know the truth behind that...if anybody knows then please enlighten us..thank u...could dani shay be justin bieber twin or justin bieber be dani shay twin...sounds the same :D well they are not the same age.. 

enjoy listening!

great -.-'

wow..its april already and yes, my first post for this month..time flies..last time i remember writing was before going back to hostel...yes..now im currently wasting my time, energy and most of all money on this short semester just on one subject which have two classes..on monday and wednesday..great! what should i do with the rest of the week??

ok..i went home this weekend...so as i was cruising in the car suddenly this voice singing in my head..

I like you and you like me, 
We get together and we're happy, 
Did you hear me say that? 
Did you, did you, did you hear me say that? 
Smack! 
And I like the way that we kiss, 
You and me together like this, 
Did you hear me say that? 
Did you, did you, did you hear me say that? 
Smack! 

and i was like OMG! i only listen to it once..so how could this absurd thing happen to me??

yeah..this song is by miranda cosgrove - dancing crazy..its stuck in my head... gosh! that is just great..that is just what i need.. >.< seriously..

her previous song was much  better i guess..even if im not a fan but yeah it is much better than this..so here a clip video for your entertainment..may it affect all of u too..  ;p hahaha (evil laugh) by the way the song i heard was written by avril lavigne...ok..then imagine if avril sang that song..u sure would like that ;p haha..enjoy!

Wake up!

Waking up from a failure is hard..some people may not wake up at
all..others still crawling..and a few are already standing and ready
to run....it's different how they react towards a downfall for
different people..but one thing is that they all know they have to
wake up and get on with life..that's reality but they still refuse to
accept it..why is this?

Past is still past..u can't change that and u can't let it go..that
part of your life happen and u can deny that...u have to accept the
past and brace it.." that is past. I feel it and im aware of it but
now i need to put it aside to create more memory that i can feel in
this world." so why do I see many people trying hard to forget the
past..why let this particular part of your memory stop u from living?
U control your own life..it's u who determine everything...It's all in
the mind..

I also do have failure in my life..if not I wouldn't be at this state
of success..I learn from those failure and mistake..that's
experience..it teaches u more..having to experience it yourself is
much better than to learn it by theory..
I accept that failure and brace it then I put it aside so that I can
focus more on the time I have now to create my success...

Honestly, from time to time I would always remember my failure...I
think it for awhile..definitely there are regrets..I thought of
possibilities that failure doesn't occur...that's normal for every
human..u can't turn back time..but then I put that memory aside and
continue with life..I wouldn't want to be drown in my past..

Like always I would say..everything happens with a reason..maybe u did
something wrong maybe the effort is not hard enough..the point is that
there is always a reason for everything that happens....

I have to continuosly to remind myself- " wake up! It's now or
never..u have to make it up to yourself..prove it to yourself..I don't
want anymore regrets!"..self motivation from time to time..u have to
believe in yourself first before others can believe u..