I'm back!

I'm really am back at my hostel. Yep. Very early. Raya was like yesterday. Hehe. So....I'm thinking of staying here at the student lounge since nobody is back at my room plus there's internet connection here.

I got loads of work that needed to be done. Luckily i didn't bring home my huge calculus book. It be waste if i did cause there's no point of studying if you're home. Unlimited wifi, tv and food! Yeah. Procastinate again. Sigh. I should really get rid of that habit. :)

Since i'm back here i should be much more enthusiastic with my studies. I need a push. I should have a resolve.

Seriously. Plus i'll try to update as much as i can even if its through my phone. :) gonna go do work now! See ya!

who am i?

who am i? im BATMAN!

ehhhh??? im no superhero.. im just me.. :)

i wonder who reads my blog... seriously wonder.. hurrmmm.. but yeah i dont care if there's nobody.. im just happy with writing what i think or feel.. so lately i haven't been updating...bwahahah.. actually it was like months ago! my bad! been 'super busy'! but seriously am busy now..just thought of writing something in the midst of my study week with extremely lots of assignment and studies.. :) so how ya doin?

me? im feeling a bit down since the beginning of this new semester....i used to have this quotation below that motivates me everytime but lately its not much of a use...

" Whatever the mind can conceive and believe, the mind can achieve."

I've been using this quotation ever since i was 12... it was a big help back then but now it just doesnt feel right...i guess things change.. people change..............i change... as i get older (20 right now!) i see things much clearer..how complex some problems are... how crucial it is my future...how messed up some relationships actually are....you see the actual responsibility.. your responsibility...im not saying im scared...it just seems huge to carry....seems impossible sometimes...just too many... its been hard.. i feel confused, a little bit messed up, insecure.....

*inhale *exhale gotta..calm..down.. 

I need a break.. from all of this.. seriously...little by little feel like im breaking down...who can i rely to? family? so what if they are part of the problem? friends? im not sure if they are true or fake anymore...guess people change.. soooo i write..its the only source that i think can calm me down a bit..its good for the mind and soul...

:) i feel much better now. anyway, nite! :) happy thursday! its almost the weekend...have a great weekend ahead!

late night

its been awhile..noooo..its been a long time since i last update..so here is a post..i usually write anything that comes in mind or what im feeling.. so this thing i wanted to post is a bit awkward and embarrassing... haha :) i suddenly thought about it since i couldnt sleep now and its 2 am and i got class at 8.30 am tomorrow..so here it goes..

fyi, i just finished my statics exam yesterday night...a major relief! i dont know why i get so nervous even if im prepared but Alhamdulillah it came out well..the struggle worth enduring..i did my best insyaAllah..after this on sunday its going to be calculus..sunday?? yes..my exam is on SUNDAY..uia is very unique we even have exams on weekends..amazing right? so for now yay! like seriously..

haha.. :D

so for the real deal i would be posting it at another post.. hwahwahwa! :p (i should sleep now. got class in the morning!) just for the head ups well its about first love! ;) 

so a little lullaby for the night..currently i love listening to it..its very soothing..enjoy!

feb update!

hey! happy leap year! its 29 feb! wow! such a great day today.. its wednesday so pasar malam over here! hehe
yes.. im awfully bad in updating especially now...been busy..really busy...gonna have mid semester examination on the following month..other than that the wifi here is that bad.. seriously..

so here's a song i am currently listening and loving.. enjoy!

yes..its jason mraz.. but ignore the hair and just listen to the song.. its a great song well coming from a very good singer.. anyway the song is 'i wont give up'...check it out!

happy late new year!

happy new year! erk..sorry its late..i havent posted anything for this year...funny..its the holiday and i just have nothing to write..my holiday is boring..maybe when i start going to college back then i will write some more..

so, as for this post im sharing a song i heard in 'the glee project'..yes..im outdated.. haha but never mind that..just chill and listen.. other than that is i got my muet result back and yeah its horrible. its HORRIBLE. yet im still grateful..there's always regret..i just cant leave that alone but eventually i'll learn to accept it..
so here it is..

enjoy!