im dying~!

what will u do if u were told that u are going to die? a message or a phone call from the unknown...maybe a message from the grave? WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO PLAY GOD??? your not even close...

i wouldnt care if this thing happen (the message)...cause i know its a prank..i dont know how he or she got my number...but yeah you are talking about someone else death here dude...you totally have no right to do that!

so the question is am i dying?? yes...im always dying...even now...every hour every minute till the very second of the day i am indeed dying..everybody is also dying its just that they dont know when they are going to die...actually die...why take death as sad thing? u are a step closer to meeting back your creator..Allah swt..why do we felt fear in our heart? this obviously because we ARE NOT READY to face the judgement..with all our sins..we are just not ready..life on earth is the priority making our duty to God second..some people just completely forget..my mum always says the earth is a temporarily place for a traveller like us rest and take our supply for the journey to the real place where we stay there forever( translated by me :D sorry for the lame expression, my mum's one is much better)...

ooo...being religious lately?im MYSELF is not perfect..i have so many flaws..but  i sometime wonder about death..i may not get to say goodbye...i may not have much time..but i am trying..indeed trying to be as good as i can be...look at me God...dont forget me..dont look away..i dont want to be lost..all i can say for now is just repent..ponder awhile..

are you really ready?