its not over yet!

normally what i write on my blog are my thoughts...i dont expect everybody to agree...because different people have different opinion..that what makes us humans so special..our personality our thoughts our view  even our own fingerprints are different with others.. :)

i am currently frustrated with the wireless here...dude..its so freakin slow! -_________-  hhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

so back to the main point :) there is a saying i believe that most of u have heard of it..definitely..only to love someone who loves u..that person must love u first then he or she is eligible to be love by u...seems selfish? yes..but rather than to get hurt its better this way..why am i saying this? this because i see alot of breakups doesnt end that good..there's always 1 person that couldnt get over the tragedy..haha..sounds dramatic..well love is drama.. :) sometime there are laughter..tears...sadness..its a package full of emotion..

to experience to love and be loved by its great..but if it ever turns sour and wont work out,well its not the end of the world..u got to accept the hard, cold truth..that he or she is just not right for u...please ACCEPT THAT...try to think..why do they always say to love yourself first then u could love someone else? if u cant manage even to love yourself then how do u expect to love someone?

break ups are hard...but get a hold of yourself! u have been years doing just fine without him or her but why the year when u met that person u cant live anymore after that...i highlighted the word years..so do u get what i meant? that's a very long time...sometimes in this hard situation u cant really rely on fully to your feelings..u cant think with your heart but with your mind..

your life isn't worth to be sacrificed for him or her..and so is your tears...if indeed that person loves u, he or she would never let u cry for them..u got friends and family around u that still with u for so long and in fact they sincerely love u and will always do..so please again love yourself fully first..once u learnt that then u would understand when to truly and when to let go..value your life..its not over!

i wonder

everybody had one of those days where u wake up feeling somethings missing..suddenly its a bad hair day or everything u do goes wrong..u don't know what u are supposed to feel yet u don't know how to explain what u are feeling now..just a bad day? maybe but maybe not..

don't blame it on luck or faith or related to that..if u look closely the problem is actually u...first thing first ask yourself...what is clogging your mind right now? i bet many would say nothing but truthfully they are unconsciously thinking about something that bothers them..are u worried about something?your result? your exam? your family?or perhaps just your crush whom for days u haven't seen? and etc..

thinking hard enough??

i give u one close example..me..
right now im feeling extremely down...is it stress? i know something's bothering me...i've been feeling this way since friday..weekend blues? is there any?sometimes i just think too many things that i just dont know what lead me to feel this way..my studies are alright...fyi just getting started on this new semester..families? nope..how bout friends? my friends are great..all of them..so what is it then that makes me feel so insecure?

the future?im 19 already...what am i going to be in the future? there are so many doubts...
i cant see the future so i dont know what to expect of me and that's bothering me now..what will happen tomorrow? will it be ok ? the fact is that u can never expect what's going to happen in the future...u can plan perfectly now but u can never know what bound to happen in the future...its out of your hand...

feeling lifeless? then u should check back on your life purpose...to me..to be actually living is to have a purpose in life..

the main point of this post is sometimes u dont need to think too much of the outcome of an event...sometimes u just got to let life falls into place..u cant control everything..

old but will always be remembered

malaysian old time favourite film..definitely from P.Ramlee..yeah its a classic with black and white but that is the stepping stone for malaysian film and entertainment industry...

which malaysian dont know about P.Ramlee films? i mean seriously..he's a legend..but sadly he is only given recognition after he died...that's what many people tend to do..they appreciate a person after the person's death...yes..its because they never really took notice of it..such a loss..P.Ramlee had a quite difficult life before he died...his effort have been discredited by his own nation..that's just sad to hear..

i've seen many of his films...and my favourite part would be this song clip from the film 'nasib labu labi'..i bet many of u malaysian would know this song..haha it always cracked me up..

here's a link..to see just click here aci aci buka pintu

just remembering good old memories.. :)

goodnight!