unappreciated

let me blog to write my woes away.

i am extremely sad. why?before that let me tell u about this dr. phil test..i think its a personality test.. i got 39 marks for about 10 questions from the test and this is what it said..

if i were to rate i give it a 10/10 for being so true! i am like that.. seriously..it could be good but at the same time maybe bad for me.. 

i have a lot of friends.. i have met many people.. but i truly have just a few real friends.. that is from my point of view..

why do i even bothered? why do i even care for someone who doesn't even remember me? cause i am like that! and its sometimes frustrating.. you'll only get hurt.. you'll only get disappointed...

i'm not the type to stay mad for too long...its tiring... but the pain really really last longer... that is the hardest part for me...

i am really hurt... people always say its the thought that counts and i truly agree with that..the smallest things you do always gives the biggest impact.. you don't have to give fancy expensive stuff..you give me a rock or a tree if you were my friend.. the friend i care, trust, love i would accept it, appreciate it, keep it... don't put a price-tag on our friendship..

right now i just felt betrayed, forgotten...it hurts cause i stupidly cared, trusted, loved this friend while this person never bothered to even remember or to care bout me... i felt unappreciated.. just that.. we humans would always hope for something in return.. to be appreciated to be acknowledge..cause we are humans..

just to say...

don't love too much, don't care too much, don't trust too much... a reminder to myself...